Darkboundsoul

You wore the silence Like an elegant dress Waltzing through the dirt The mess You made You took my hand Took me to the shores On my own you left me with The sand The waves The sun rising, bright horizon The boats floating Out to sea Couples skipping Across the tide They remind me of you and me And the grass keeps on growing The rhythmic pulse slowing Your eyes getting brighter Your breath getting lighter And the sterile smell is burning And I’m slowly learning These white walls are blinding And I’m finally finding You’re thin sheets made of paper I don’t know why god hates her The high pitched bee

I felt the air sweep into me The edges of my fingertips softly blessing the railing My feet, almost shackled to the cold hardwood floor Now shuffling down the steps in perfect arcs Speed irrelevent, light inconsiderable All that matters is the feeling Letting myself take control Letting myself let go They are the same Because nothing ever came of sanity No good ever shone from the minds untampered by medical mysteries No happiness ever came without struggle And no battle won that never was fought This is a war And I am not winning This is a battle We're fighting to win We've won before Several times We've felt the cold stai